Crap day #1.

Well, i have been a cunt. Even though my little familys financial situation is a little sucked, I've been selfishly drawing the odd £10 out for drinks at work. I tried to pass it off as someone else having cloned my card but once i realised i was so wrong i came.clean. My wife was so upset and i damn near hate myself. We are now over our £2'400 overdraft and it's my fucking fault. I guess i didn't want to believe what we were having to deal with. Blindly i kept going a few times a month. People may read this and think that it shouldn't hurt to do this, but it does and it did. There's no defence or excuse. Only a vague slither of explanation. I thought it'd be fine. I thought it wouldn't hurt. I am so sorry for this and i will hate myself for as long as it takes to pay everyone who has leant us mone, back. By the way. If you know me on a personal or professional level, i will not want to talk about this and will sooner make empty excuses than go through this process again. Thank you and Good Evening.